Atheists, I want to GIVE UP my Christian faith..But,?

Christianity isn't something you give up on, especially when you haven't even begun to give even close to your whole heart. Now I can't say that you have not done that because only God can judge your heart, but when I completely gave my whole being to Christ, when I truly.. Truly stepped out into faith for the first time, I became reborn. I became alive and the things that I doubted I no longer doubted. That is what Faith is. What is your faith? Are you being willing to even accept God into your heart? Have you truly ever given Him your everything?? Your Everything? I know that I went through the Exact same motions you describe, but God has helped me, and my prayers were answered. I went through a couple of years of my own selfishness before I could even see that, but God Grace poured down onto me and now I have a true meaning and purpose in life. I just pray that you won't give up on a God that never and Will Never give up on you. No matter how much you want to say He isn't real. This may have been intense reading, but I want you to know where your faith is with God, if there is any at all. I am not God, and I cannot give you the answers to your problems by any means, and my words could mean nothing to you, but ask Him. Ask God to reveal Himself to you. Watch what happens in life. Be patient. Isaiah 40:31. God Bless my friend.